letter to a friend

I wrote the following letter to a friend who is exposing child molesters and child killers in (so called) high places.

Wow... God bless you and keep you safe (this I pray). God knows if I ever caught someone hurting a little child like that their perverted life would be over. When Christ baptized me by fire I became much more sensitive to these horrible things that happen to precious children and the wrath of the Lamb came out in me. I have so much love in me I can't even begin to describe it and the wrath in me is fierce and proportionate to that love (on the other end). I don't know why but God tells me that I am the manchild that's mentioned in Revelation 12. When I read the bible and put everyting together there it seems to parallel with Jesus Christ. I know that I am not Jesus Christ but I also know that I am one with Him and God. Jesus prayed for His disciples to be "one" with them in John chapter 17 and I feel to the core of me that I am one with them. I'm taking a beating (in words) from some people over this "manchild" thing. They say things like I'm a false prophet and false Christ. I don't want to do anything out of the will of God and I do not see me out of God's will but please please don't follow me as I have told you before. I know that there is truth that I speak that comes from God but I can't set myself up as an Idol to worship. You know what I mean? I'm blowing peoples minds with some of these things I teach and It is blowing my mind as well. I just feel like a little child "myself" and I just want to please my Father just like when I was a little boy with my dad but now my Father is God and God doesn't hurt me like my dad did. He was'nt like these perverts that we've talked about but he made me conform to a world that used me and abused me. I want that evil world to go away forever and I don't ever want another child to be hurt or killed by evil perverts. I told God one day that I would do anything to stop this from happening including give my life and now I'm a living sacrifice for Him which (according to the bible) is my reasonable service. I believe that I'm the manchild (not Christ) but the world keeps telling me I'm not. If I believe the world then I won't fulfill what I believe is my calling of God. I look at the things that I say and I question over and over "is this what God is telling me to say". I don't want to say the wrong thing and I don't want to be a false prophet or a false Christ. When all this started God drew me to a woman (after I told Him I would do anything). She took me in and she put oil on my eyelids and I saw the scales fall off of my eyes and I lived with her and loved her (still do) more than any other woman. We saw visions "together" and we saw heaven open (literally). The "real" clouds opened up. We prayed about what we saw and then we had a "vision" of a white horse coming down. There are so many other things It would take so long to tell you. Then I made this name "I make war with the beast" and I started fighting the sytem. I was investigated over and over by police detectives in Naples, Florida for the things that I was saying and one day one of the detectives showed up at her place off duty and told me that one of the law enforcers that was investigating me quit his job because of what he learned through my ministry. He brought his friends to see me a couple of times and one of them was trembling in front of me. I was so filled with the Holy spirit to overflowing (much like the Apostles) that he could not stop shaking. I went to Jail there and a couple of them visited me and asked me "when is Jesus coming back" because they knew without a doubt that I knew God. I told them I don't know. I said only the Father knows the appointed time. I got out and they put me back in jail again and the woman that I was with fled and she is in the wilderness. I believe that she is Israel the same as Jacob was Israel in the Old testament. It all just lines up so perfectly I can't deny what happened. As incredible as it sounds I believe that she is the woman that revelation 12 talks about and I am the manchild that she brought forth. I have never known anyone that knows God the way she does (not even close) except after being with Her I do now. She fled from me also (but I'm not the serpent) because of the war that I waged with the system. It was hard for her to see all that wrath in me. She is so full of love. I cry and cry because I miss her so bad but I can feel her spirit. I believe that I am to destroy the beast and when that is done she will come back to me when all things are made new and Satan is put away. I can't even comprehend not being with her for ever. She is the most precious thing I've ever found in this world. Please pray for me that I speak the truth in all that I say and for strength until we can be together again. I think that our coming together again will be the marriage supper of the Lamb. Please pray for discernment. I pray for you too. ~smile~